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[Oct. 23rd, 2005|05:12 pm] |
This is a declaration of war. For far too long, the status
quo has been tolerated. In fact, being average is not only
allowed, it is encouraged. Your peers chastise you for striving, for
struggling, for wanting more. They paint you as a dreamer.
They want you to quit, they want you to fail, so they can feel
better about their sorry lot. The less you make of yourself, the less
they will be expected to accomplish. These are your sworn
enemies. And while they may smile to your face, in private
they pray for your demise. You must cut these cold, empty
vessels out of your life like a tumor and move on
without hesitation. Waste none of your energy on these
parasites who expect a free ride. Know that there are
no birthrights. The only thing you are guaranteed at birth
is death. You have a right to that. The rest is earned.
You are entitled to nothing. Fuck a lottery ticket… I prefer
to get mine the hard way. There is a war going on outside
your cozy bedroom window-- An epic battle between the murderers
of spirit and the architects of history. |
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[Oct. 1st, 2005|09:39 am] |
There is a giant circle that we are all traveling through.
The circle is huge. It is too vast to even measure. As we
walk along, we are faced with adversity. We are also rewarded with
accomplishments and glory. At times, it seems the circle
will never bend. We will never make a turn to bring
us closer to the truth. It is in those times that we
are twisted and bent, sometimes beyond our limitations...
Many of us are broken. Many of us fall down. Some don't get
up. I have been bent and twisted. I am covered with
scars from falling down... I get tired from the journey.
I grow frustrated by the walls that pop up in front of me.
We are the same, molded from the fires of generations of people
who continued to have hope... People who always got up when they fell...
People who saw things through. They never lost faith in
who they were. The circle is unbroken. The changes, the challenges,
the waiting, the wanting, the defeat and the glory are all part of
the circle that is our life. The dream I have is that some
day, maybe I will come full circle. Maybe I will arrive at what
I'm destined for. If I am that lucky, and I pray I am, then it
will have been worth every step along the way. I hope the same
for you and although you must have blind faith, I think
the path is more clear than it seems. So push on and do
the things you must so that you can fulfill your dreams. |
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[Aug. 18th, 2005|01:13 pm] |
THIS is going to be a LONG!! LONG!!!!YEAR!!!!
its already started off on the bad side!!!
LEts GO!!!!...... |
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[Aug. 5th, 2005|03:53 pm] |
These days, life has been
kickin my ass; it seems as tho
strife revoles around me. It has
escalated from easy to difficult,
even my closest friends have shown
there back to me. No worries tho,
isnt the first time, nor will it
be the last; i kno how to handle
the pain of solitude... I have always
marched alone, and will continue to
until the end. My life will always
be dedicated to helping others in need,
ppl who feel alone in life will have me to
lean on; my strength will give them hope.
I only pray that i wont buckle under the
pressure; if i give up, they will. I cant
let my weakness be their downfall.
The moutains we climb may not always be seen by an
audience, still we must not stop climbing.... |
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[Aug. 3rd, 2005|10:34 am] |
there is a path not taken before; a
new coldness.
This obstacle is very different
from the rest of them, this one
know's what it does, kno's
exactly what it needs to do to get
to me. I learn from it as i go, not
knowing the consequences that lie before
me. I am frightened by its ability to
lie with such easy, as if it has done
this many times before. |
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[Jul. 27th, 2005|12:34 am] |
I’ve always been the all or nothing type.
It’s just who I am… And it isn’t always a good
thing. My heart is on my sleeve. With that sort of
approach to life comes much heartache, hardship
and disappointment. I also feel that it is the only
way to be if you are to truly get what you want out of
life. Quite obviously, it is a double edged sword. It makes
victory all the sweeter and loss totally devastating.
It’s hot or cold, black or white. I’m all in from the
flop. Either you are with me or against me. If I’m in
your corner, I’ve got your back to the end. This mindset
can make you the best friend, the best boyfriend, and the
best teammate in the world. It can also set you up to
be taken advantage of or taken for granted. You take for
granted the axle that holds the wheels on your
car, until that fucker snaps and you end up in a ditch on the
side of the highway. I say live hard, die hard and love
hard in between. Cuz tomorrow isn’t
promised and today is slipping away... |
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| A RePosT!! BEcuz ITs HapPenINg AgaiN!!! |
[Jul. 24th, 2005|03:29 pm] |
The day's struggles turn into the evening's
struggles trying to find a way to fit in with
the people around me. The end result is a feeling
of total solitude, a lot like the way I've
felt all my life. The truth is, you will
never fit in with anyone because honor and
pride are elements that have been all but phased
out of people's hearts... I guess all we can do
is push on through the hours of darkness and
eventually morning will come. The darkest night
can sometimes give way to the most beautiful morning.
Hold true to the values that brought you this far.
Strength and honor will be our guide home... Until
you can see the light of day, walk into the weight
room and do battle with yourself and everything around you.
Be proud of who you are and embrace solitude. It will
put you on the path to total focus. |
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| LONG TIME NO HEAR!!!! |
[Jul. 24th, 2005|02:42 pm] |
Well GuyS suMMer iS AlmoSt oVer
its been PRetty fun!! i'Ve seen and
been through lk everything this summer
ItS crzY!! Im hapPy with everything thats
happend except for neglecting my work outs!!
I've messed up so much and now my body is
loosing what i've worked so hard for;
All that pain and sweat slowely goin down the
drain!! SUX!!....
Change is the biggest imprint that
is goin to be remembered about this summer! I've
witnessed so many ppl change there attitudes and the way
they percieve themselves, even some of my closest
friends have changed!! some for the better some for the
worse..
At least with me i dont feel ashamed about what i do anymore.
I've stopped doin the things that make my body week,
now all i have to do is convince my friends that
its not worth it!!
As for me im goin back to my routines, one of the biggest is my
love of the weights...starting tonight ill be goin to bed
by midnight, and waking up at 8. I lOVe disipline!!
O and I THINK iM bEgining to lk her!!! shh!! |
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[Jul. 5th, 2005|03:16 pm] |
Change!
-To become or make something different;
what i need is change, i've become something
im not proud of. There really isn't any good way
of putting it, all i know is that i was happier
before! i don't know exactly when it happend, but
somewhere in the middle of me trying to forget
a memory, i became a person unlike
my true self. I used to look down on ppl who
behave and do the things i do now. The purpose
of this is not to show or tell anyone of my
intentions, but for me to read and see how i feel
about myself and where my life has gone. A
reminder of my true feelings;
"if it was easy everyone would be doin it." |
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| I ReaLLY Lk thIS soNG!!! |
[Jun. 26th, 2005|02:43 pm] |
ITs A Girl SONg, BUt Its GOOD!!
I'm gonna do it darling
I could waste time trying to figure it out
But I'm jumping anyhow
I've never been this far
Didn't know love could run so deep
Didn't know I'd lose this much sleep
Holding you close chasing that moon
Spending all night
Learning just who you are
Sparks flying in the dark
Shooting out lights running down dreams
Figuring out what love really means
Baby giving you my heart is
A real fine place to start
Something is going on
I can't explain but I sure can touch
It's calling both of us
Stronger than any fear or doubt
It's changing everything I see
It's changing you it's changing me
Right here right now's the perfect spot
The perfect time
The perfect moment when your skin is next to mine
Holding you close chasing that moon
Spending all night
Learning just who you are
Sparks flying in the dark
Shooting out lights running down dreams
Figuring out just what love really means
Baby giving you my heart is
A real fine place
A real fine place to start |
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